CRY...

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Never thought you knew me
never thought of you with me
always fighting in the dark
before

never got to tell you
I don't know what I mean to you
no need to explain
anymore

but I'd cry
I would die if I lost you
and I'd cry

when I think about us
it's only me that comes between us
it's only me that
closes the door

but I'd cry
I would die if I lost you
and I'd cry

and you know you held me up
held me to the sun
when I was yours
and I know I let you down
let you down
the day that I was gone

but I'd cry
I would die if I lost you
and I'd cry
but I'd cry
I would die if I lost you
and I'd cry


Lyrics from: craveonline

Another Happy Day!!!

Not just an ordinary cake...my love goes with it hon. Happy Monthsary honey!!! I LOVE YOU MORE.

Let Me...

Can I cry? Please let me, even for just a while...just now.

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Anymore...

I've seen Shane's video (my crush) "Ashes and Wine". (I've got no claim on you now...are we ashes and wine?) The video is so nice. I'll cry with you Shane. (Hon, I love u so mwah! Miss you)

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Pahiyas Festival

Julian, mama and Shaun during Pahiyas Festival in Lucban Quezon

So cute...my little bro and little sis

I love you all...

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While waiting for our official driver, me and my other co-nurses sat outside the Al-Hudaiti Mall. It's already 9:45 P.M. and I'm late for my 10:00 P.M. duty. Its a "no, no" to take pictures here especially in public places but we managed to take some. Here's the photo of the Al-Kharj Tower near the Mall and I can't help myself to capture the amazing tower. Its not that clear but well, I really love it.

Happy Anniversary

Pasta...For US

To someone I love...





Hi Hon! Happy Happy Anniversary to us. Mwahhh!!! I baked a cake for us. I love you more and more.

Sand Fly

I had a wonderful duty with ate Nancy. She used to hunt and kill flies while watching TV. One night she asked me about Sand Flies. I was shocked when she told me about one patient with such disease. She told me that the patient was bitten by a Sand Fly. I was so curious so I hurriedly searched it in the internet. This Sand Fly is cute (in my own opinion) but so dangerous. Its a blood-sucking insect (female to be exact) found in a sandy areas. Based on what I've read, it is prevalent in Afghanistan, Saudi Arabia, Syria, Peru, Brazil and Iran. Ate Nancy told me also that the doctor informed her that Sand Fly Bites could cause Leishmaniasis (The Sand fly Bug), a Tropical Disease. People at any age could be at risk of having a Leishmaniasis. It is more common in rural areas and highest from dusk to dawn because this is when Sand fly is active. The symptoms of the said Disease are headache, lethargy, fever, low back pain, photophobia,conjunctivitis, and skin sore that develops weeks or months after a Sand Fly bite. I have read also that enlargement of the spleen and liver, and anemia would take months to develop. The incubation period after a Sand Fly bite ranges from a couple of weeks to several months. Its a really serious disease, there are no drugs or vaccines that prevent the disease. Although mostly bites at night, Sand Fly WILL BITE during the day if they are DISTURBED!

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Lucky Night

It must be one of my lucky night. Why? my doctor is absent and the Mudeer has no choice but to close the clinic.Hehehe what a wonderful night! Usually my duty starts from 10 in the evening until 8 in the morning (the next day) and I have no off duties that's the policy here if you're a Night Duty Nurse (like me). But now, I'm here (upstairs) doing my laundry, watching TV, surfing the net and drinking my hot milk. I'm waiting for my Ampoy to go online and we'll chat for a while before going to work. She'll be very busy for 10 days (doing her Hospital Duty) and no time to chat.

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FFTB-3

What's the difference between a half empty and half full glass of water? The truth is NOTHING! No matter what you do, its still HALF.

(but still it depends on your point of view)

FFTB-2

"Love is like a piece of cake with lots of decorations. You'll never know its taste until you take a bite"

F.F.T.B.

"WISE people are timid and just observing behind the scenes. The non-sense one, keeps on bragging about their STUPIDITY"

Brave Enough

It takes a lot of courage to say what I feel, to say "I LOVE YOU". And it'll take my whole life to show you how much. I love you so...and more and more each day.

Happy Monthsary...

Cake Again?

I baked cake twice this month. One for our monthsary and the other one for my hon's birthday. My co-nurses were asking me about it every now and then. Hahah! I said no problem, because I'll bake some every month, our monthsary to be exact. They said that me and Poy must not quarrel or fight...or else there will be no celebration...NO CAKE lols hahah! I'm wondering if I'll chance my blog into "A Cake Thing" joke hahah.

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Scars Of Love

(A Forwarded E-mail from JONA)

-- Author Unknown Some
years ago on a hot summer day in South Florida a little boy decided to
go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to
dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind
shoes, socks, and shirt as he went.
He flew into
the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake,
an alligator was swimming toward the shore. His mother in the house was
looking out the window saw the two as they got closer and closer
together. In utter fear, she ran toward the water, yelling to her son
as loudly as she could. Hearing her voice, the little boy became
alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his mother. It was too late. Just
as he reached her, the alligator reached him. From the dock, the mother
grabbed her little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his
legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The
alligator was much stronger than the mother, but the mother was much
too passionate to let go. A farmer happened to drive by, heard er
screams, raced from his truck, took aim and shot the alligator.

Remarkably, after weeks and weeks in the hospital, the little boy
survived. His legs were extremely scarred by the vicious attack of the
animal. And, on his arms, were deep scratches where his mother's
fingernails dug into his flesh in her effort to hang on to the son she
loved.

The newspaper reporter, who interviewed the boy after the trauma, asked
if he would show him his scars. The boy lifted his pant legs. And then,
with obvious pride, he said to the reporter, "But look at my arms. I
have great scars on my arms, too. I have them because my Mom wouldn't
let go."

You and I can identify with that little boy. We have scars, too. Not
from an alligator, but the scars of a painful past. Some of those scars
are unsightly and have caused us deep regret. But, some wounds, my
friend, are because God has refused to let go. In the midst of your
struggle. He's been there holding on to you.

The Scripture teaches that God loves you. You are a child of God. He
wants to protect you and provide for you in every way. But sometimes we
foolishly wade into dangerous situations, not knowing what lies ahead.
The swimming hole of life is filled with peril - and we forget that the
enemy is waiting to attack. That's when the tug-of-war begins - and if
you have the scars of His love on your arms be very, very grateful. He
did not and will not ever let you go.

Never judge another person's scars, because you don't know how they were made. In my weakness... God is my strength and my salvation!!!

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A Very Special Day

I baked a special cake for you hon. I'll never forget this date...it's your BIRTHDAY!!! So here's my token of love for you. I hope that you'll like it.
(Oopps..sorry for the icing hehhe)

Here's the sum of my excitement, laughter and love.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HON!!!

I love you more and more...

Si Jean at Joyce...Magkaibang Tao Kami

Si Jean po ung may panyo sa ulo at si Joyce (ako po un) ung naka orange. So malinaw na ako at si Jean ay magkaibang tao. Kinausap kasi ako ni Jean na may nagsesend daw ng pics namin sa ibang tao at sinasabing si Jean ay si Alex at ako ay si Jean. Pero dahil SINUNGALING...hindi namin alam kung ilang tao ang pinagsendan nya ng mga pictures naming nananahimik na. Ang blog na ito ay akin po dahil si Jean ay may sariling blog. Sa mga nakakabasa ng mga sinulat ko, itong The Neverending Story ay kay JOYCE aka Dyosah at ang Letters From The Soul ang pag-aari ni Jean aka Jeangrey. So, sa taong nagpapagulo ng lahat at nagpapangap na lalaki na dating babae o ewan, at na open heart surgery daw ng 3 or 4 times, at kung anu-ano pang sinasabi, nananahimik na po ako kaya wag nyo na akong idamay sa mga pakwela nyo sa internet. At kung anoman ang motibo mo eh wala kang mapapala sakin dahil ordinaryong tao lang ako. Lahat ng pictures ko na naka post dito ako un okay? at hindi si Jean un. Kung may iba pa kayong tanong pumunta nalang kayo kay Jean sa blog niya dahil siya ang mas nakakakilala sa "SHEMAN" (babae kasi sya dati at ngaun lalaki naman na daw sya) Hay, kawindang ang trip mo Alexis.

Sa mga nakatanggap ng pictures namin, eto po ang totoong mukha ni Jean at ni Joyce walang "ALEX o ALEXIS na mukhang ganyan. May kanya-kanya na rin kaming buhay kaya tumigil kana kung sino ka mang Alexis ka okay?

Fishy Thing...

I've seen a cartoon movie, "Help! I'm a fish" and its really nice. And n0w I'm wondering how does it feel to become one...like a fish in an aquarium. Where everybody's watching and talking about you. You see colorful green things inside, a cave you thought that its a shelter, a safe place, but its not! How would you react that you thought that you're giving "Joy and you're the Star" to them not knowing that its not totally Joy but they are "Enjoying and taking advantage" of your ignorance and stupidity? Come on, its a clear glass right? Look beyond, read their smile and stop following the little circles they made in the water.... It will drown you!

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Over You

I dedicate this song from Daughtry to MJ and Gara.Hehehe! I was preparing my meds when suddenly MJ asked me about this song. I said I never heard it. Then she played the song from her CP. It's really nice and inspiring lol. So, let me share this to you guys. Keep moving on girlfriends.
(It's your loss, not mine)

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should have started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd
never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.


Well, I never saw it coming.
I should have started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd
never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should have started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should have started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd
never get through,
I got over you.

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Good Morning Beautiful

by: Steve Holy from cowboylyrics

Good morning beautiful
How was your night
Mine was wonderful
With you by my side
And when I open my eyes
And see your sweet face
It's a good morning beautiful day

I didn't see the light
I didn't know day from night
I had no reason to care
But since you came along
I can face the dawn
Cause I know you'll be there

Good morning beautiful
How was your night
Mine was wonderful
With you by my side
And when I open my eyes
And see your sweet face
It's a good morning beautiful day

I'll never worry
If it's raining outside
Cause in here with you girl
The sun always shines

Good morning beautiful
How was your night
Mine was wonderful
With you by my side
And when I open my eyes
And see your sweet face
It's a good morning beautiful day, yeah

A good morning beautiful...day

Good morning beautiful
A beautiful day
Good morning beautiful
Good morning beautiful
A beautiful day
Good morning beautiful day
A beautiful day
Good morning beautiful

Happy Monthsary Hon...I Love You So!

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